It still beats for you💓💓

Knock🚪🚪🚪..knock🚪🚪🚪..it was around 5’o clock early in the morning when I heard the knock on my door… I covered myself with a blanket and embraced my pillow, so I decided to ignore whoever was on the door..

    🚪🚪Knock..🚪🚪Knock.. open the door idiot…again someone from outside knocked and shouted. I was not willing to come out of my blanket and so I just replied “ No one of this name lives here”… This is shivam’s house not an idiot, perhaps you are at the wrong doorstep madam..good night and again I slept….

        “Aaja main hawaon pe bithake le chaloon  tu hi to meri dost hai  (Come, I'll carry you on the winds You're my only real friend)”..my phone📱📱 ranged as all the things had joined hands to awake me… 😣😣

  With sleepy eyes and heavy voice, I answered, “hellooooo”. How are you idiot??? Hey wait😤, how did you get my number because if I’m not wrong you are the one who were knocking on the door?? I surprisingly asked because it was the same voice i heard before…. 

  

Are you fucking insane??? She replied…I cleaned my eyes and saw the name on the screen “Siya”….

 ohhh shit(I was blanked..she’ll kill me) ….hey good morning dear, how are you?? I greeted her

  Don’t talk to me, I don’t wanna talk to you… she fiercely replied

He…heyy baby…don’t get angry…I was playing with you,hehe....okk forget it na…I tried to resolve it….but got no reply and so I continued, you know siya whenever you call me I always feel your presence around me and you know what today I could hear your voice too…see how much I love you… I tried to melt her but then suddenly….

     KNOCK🚪🚪…KNOCK🚪🚪….wait ha siya somebody is on the door let me check….I put the call on hold and came out of my  blanket finally, I stepped towards the door and opened it…..

(WHAT THE FUCKING MORNING IT IS….SHIT MAN….😐😣😥😱)

Ohhhh…hey y…yo..you are here si..siy..siya??? I stammered

She slapped me 😓😭😰hardly and get into the room, I shut the door…  

(aaj gaya beta).  

So it… ..was.. you who were knocking???I frighteningly asked.

Yes, you idiot, she said fiercely..

Oooo….am soo sorry.. I apologize… Look at the weather outside, isn’t it too cold siya?? Fog is all around, look the window misted, blurring the stark streetlight...right na!!!

oh my god it’s too gold..I tried to change her mood otherwise I’ll have to face the doom….

   But still I came for you, I kept on knocking the door but you idiot…she threw the pillow on me, I am still shivering…fucking idiot... She was crying now

I’m sorry na siya, listen get into the blanket…I’ll get you a cup of coffee….⛾⛾⛾⛾

(After 5 min)

So, now tell me what’s bring you here sooo early in the morning??? I sipped my coffee⛾⛾and asked.

Tomm. I’ll go far away from you, she replied

{ A deep silent}

Means you’ll leave my hand, we’ll never meet and this story ends here siya???

I don’t know but I am leaving for canada and don’t know will we ever meet??..so I wanted to spend time with you..

  How would I live without you??Who will hear my grievances ha?? Whom with I’ll share my emotions??

(I was not in the state of thinking anything else…just after a day someone whom with I thought to walk till the end would leave me, a hand I thought to hold forever was seeming sleeping from my grip..every dream was going to shattered tomm.)

Nothing is in my hand. I have to go but today I want to spend time with you which will always aid me to remember our last meeting….. She was filled too, her filled eyes were saying that somewhere she also feels something for me…

  I leaned and asked would you dance with me siya?? She   gave me her hand , I hold it…she kept her hand on my shoulder…I placed my hand across her waist, took her close and dance continued till the song ended….

     {It was a feeling that I wanted to feel everyday…why is she going away??oh god plz stop her here, please hear me……}

I left her and sat on the bed...I have nothing to give you siya, the only thing I have is you. You for me is akin to breathing, gadhi😟….why don’t you understand ha!!!

She got close to me, wipe my tears, hold my face, tilt it right and gave her love on my lips….bbyee shivam….

I suddenly awoke and look around …there was no one and co-incidentally it was 5’o clock of the morning…. It’s been more than 5 Years she had gone but that morning still comes in my dream..My heart still beats for her and  now “she became the obsession of my life”

{The story written above is partially true and based on one of my best friend, hope you'll love it…Thank you for reading}

                                  

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